day 27, one of them days

I am just having one of those days, I haven't been able to sleep or eat. I feel terrible. I literally just want to curl into a little ball and cry, I can feel the weight of every little thing that I have ever done wrong nearly crushing me, every argument I have ever had replays in my head. But I wouldn't change it, everything that I've done has lead me to where I am today. I'm an airmans girlfriend, he needs me to be strong. He needs my support, I can't start feeling like this now. As always you can email me at: diaryofanairforcegirlfriend@AOL.com find the Diary on Facebook at: HTTP://WWW.Facebook.com/diaryofanairforcegirlfriend or follow me on twitter: @Willis_Lacey