Days 18, 19, and 20, someone shoot me.

I got a thirty minute phone call on Saturday :) It was pretty great. oh and I got another
letter. He was very upbeat and joking around, I'm glad he was because I've been
miserable for the past few days. I just really don't feel like talking to anyone,
I have so much that I need to think about, right now I really need some support.
I've been so lost in thought for the past few days that I flip shit anytime someone
interupts my thought process. When he called, he started talking about how if
he gets sent overseas he is taking me with him...how sweet. Anyways, I'm exhausted,
and I have to get back to work.

Day 4, I'm ready to see what the future holds

"I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger."

I don't know why, but suddenly, I'm so excited to see what the future has in
store for us. Don't get me wrong, I miss him like crazy, and I still cry like a crazy
person, but I am so excited. I'm ready for that first letter from him to see if it had
the same effect on him that it does me. I can't wait to see him again, I can't wait to
get to jump into his arms again. I just hope he is looking forward to it the way I am.
I realize that I'm just barely into the 8.5 weeks, but I just know that it can only get
better from here because with every day that passes, I'm one day closer to
being safe in his arms again. <3 I love him without a single doubt, and all
this is going to do is make the both of us stronger.