"I can't think of anybody else who I hate to miss as much as I hate
I guess from now on I will be counting down the days until sunday because
that is the day that he will be calling....I miss him so much, but hearing his voice
was more than amazing. I missed his first phone call and I can't even describe the
devestation I felt when I saw the missed call pop up on my phone. But, he called
back a few minutes later and thank god, because I would have never forgave
myself...from now on, on Sundays I will not leave my house, I'm not going through
that again, I love him more than I love myself...I can't wait until i can see him again.
I hate this, I hate my shitty job, and I hate going to these crappy classes, it's
just not worth it without him around...I can't fight without him here to push me.