You'll never understand the feeling I got when he called last night, that's right, he called
last night. :) I thought I was going to do a back flip, hurt shoulder and all. It felt so good to
hear his voice, I had a feeling he would call, everyone called me crazy because it is too early,
but I just knew it in my heart. But still, hearing his voice was a surreal sensation that I will never
be able to explain for the rest of my life. I love him more than anything and this whole
experience has done nothing but strengthen that and make me love and appreciate him more
than I already did. I've been on cloud nine all day, I feel completely rejuvenated and ready to
take on the next seven weeks with renewed intensity. That phone call was all I needed, I
feel so much better now, all the crazy emotions are somewhat gone and I can't wait.
I did cry like a baby right after I hung up the phone, but I was able to suck it up in order
to give his parents a call to let them know he's still alive and kicking. One thing I do know
now because of this is that he is the one for me and I can't imagine my life without him.
I honestly don't think I deserve to have him in my life...but I have him and I'm never letting go.