I don't know why but for some reason I am afraid that it's all a mean trick. My worst fear is that he will send me a letter saying he never really loved me and that we are through. I will never understand these crazy emotions.....all I know is I love him more than anything and I am more than ready to get that first letter saying that he loves me and misses me so my mind will be at ease. I know he loves me, I am sure of it, he woke me up every thirty minutes the night before he left just to kiss me and tell me he loves me. I am not sure why I have all these crazy emotions but I will it would stop already, I don't know if this is normal..
I love you with all my heart and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us babe<3