27 October 2011

Day 30, I'm not even sure what to do with myself...

"Nothing that's worthwhile is ever easy. Remember that."

I need a letter, a phone call, or something...I just need some contact with him.
I feel so desperate, I know what I'm feeling is normal but I just can't shake this
feeling. No one can really understand it unless they've went through it themselves
so you know what, all the people who are like "military girlfriends are so pathetic,
all they do is mope around and talk about how much they miss their boyfriend
and how much they love them so much more now that they are gone." HOW ABOUT
YOU TRY IT, BITCH. Fuck you, the end....you're just mad that everyone
dumps you on your crazy ass....okay, now really, the end. Haha, sorry..I just
know the person who was making comments will be reading this, because they
have nothing better to do with their life. Okay, now really...back to seriousness,
I need to get a letter today, I just have to hear from him...I just have to.  I can't wait
until the weekend when I know that I will get my phone calls, but I especially can't
wait for the next 26 days to pass. In 26 days I will be in San Antonio, TX starting
the rest of my life<3 I am more than excited. :) I can't wait until December either,
no, I can't wait til he gets out of tech school because he swears up and down that he
is taking me wherever he goes..if it was up to him, my trip to San Antonio would be
permanent. I'm so excited about my future<3

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